- Mood:
Tired - Listening to: ^^^^ I am always tired lol
- Reading: You tube description box's
- Watching: this text be written
- Playing: The laws of Physics
- Eating: Alex Epplers Soul, And raviolli
- Drinking: Water
I want to fall in love, But i don't know how, other people easily throw the word around, but never mean it. Two people outside of my familly, have said it to me, but they meant it in a brotherly love sort of way.
Im tired of sexual based relationmships, I need someone to be interested in ME.
As selfish as it sounds, I want to be apart of the relationship, the last 2, All they wanted was my body, or becuse, im fun to party with. SO WHAT, I work Out, I Love to be Wild, But there is more to me, Phylosophy, Art, Literature. Is it weird for a guy, to not want Sexual relationships? Yeah, Ive had sex, Plenty of it, Yes. Do i like it? Ofcoarse, I am HUman.
But do i want a relationship to based off of it? No
The last couple of girls i have been out with, Have never seen my art, never heard my music, or even tried to hear my phlyisohpocle Opinions. I know im mature for my age, and I know im a Egotistical, When online, but there is more to me than most know.
Im 16, And going to college, Im becoming aN Engineer, specilizing in energy, and Magnetic forces.
Minoring, in computer sciences, Robotics And Theater
I bought an rv with my own cash, I work hard, and play harder, but i still have it rough. I dont know if i am a kid, or an adult, im confused, and i wont admit how scared and frioghtend i am, not even to myself. I keep telling myself im Indestructable, I give myself pep talks just to keep me going.
I know i will go somewhere, But i dont want to go alone. I have the Two Best freinds anyone could ever have, But i still need something more. The girl i was looking into had alot of good things about her, She was cute, Had a good personality, Liked to learn, and was interested in who i am, but two things stop me,
One she is my best freinds sister,
Two, she is 3 years younger than me, and at my age could cause problems.
what do i do? Do i go for her, or do i stay away?
I already talked to me freind about his sister, and he is Ok with it, Amazingly, He knows i would be good to her, but do i want to risk anything between us?
cheers
Z
I know its not myspace
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Onomnomnomnom YOUR FACE!
And please don't play the 'nobody respects me as an artist because I'm so young' card. here is someone your age with unbelievable talent [link] (go to the last page.)
"As for calling my work Edited Photos, this comment boost's my ego, I thought My work Sucked balls, thanks"
hmm, for someone so humble you spend an awful lot of time bragging about your art, even in your journal alone:
"These people will take a talented teen.."
"Its hard enough being a 16 year old with talent"
"I look at things, and I see Light hugging the object, and the Colors shining forth"
listen man, I'm not saying this because I've had a bad day, or because I'm angry or because I'm misunderstanding you. I'm saying it because the only thing I dislike more than a liar, is a liar who can't admit the truth when someone straight up calls him on it because he is so stubborn. And I couldn't less what 'feelings' my comments have triggered, because I know that you are full of it , and it's tiring to even argue about something so blatant.
Having said that, I still am for some reason, even though it's obvious that you're probably too cocky to even think about stepping off of your imaginary high horse.
say whatever crap you need to say to me to make your lies feel justified, as I'm sure you will, I promise I won't reply again.
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I am still not john wayne
Youth, is a burden, no one respects the young, and everone hates the old, theres no place for people in normal society.
G33K L39i0N V1V4 L337
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I am still not john wayne
Youth, is a burden, no one respects the young, and everone hates the old, theres no place for people in normal society.
G33K L39i0N V1V4 L337
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-~~<watch_the_sky try_not_to_cry take_my_hand ill_kill_all that_is_bad take_a_breath take_it_deep don't_be_scared>~~-
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Joel Hogrefe gettin his ass kicked!
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Survival of the fittest!
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